Friday, June 15, 2012

The mens group is coming together

It is happening...a group of men, coming together for them, driven by them, with loving themselves as the intention. Focused on awareness and speaking our truth. Action by each individual for himself in the presence of his peers and equals.

And technology is playing a very interesting role...

I am very excited about this, I am thinking to invite Bruce.

More soon...

Monday, June 4, 2012

Sacrifices we make

This morning, 7 days before my little girls 10th birthday, I am crying on the bus heading to work. I really feel her right now. I have been having many thoughts and some dreams of her. Knowing she misses me as I miss her. Wishing her dad could only see her now. I ask myself a lot what are you doing? Which are you doing this? What purpose is this serving? Who are you helping? Are you just being selfish, because you don't want to get uncomfortable enough to work with her mom?

Well, the truth is; I don't know. I know what I have been guided to do. I know it kills me at times to not be with her and I know that I make an aweful mess of things with her mom; and I would not stop.

So then what is there but this? As hard as it is sometimes, and especially around her birthday, for obvious reasons, I know there is a mending of hearts that is occurring. It is not for nothing...

Baby girl, have a happy 10th birthday and know that I love you beyond myself and my needs. This is hard work, but so worth it. We will both be basking in it before we know it.

I love you sweetheart...

Dad

Sunday, June 3, 2012

Loves reminder

I am on the cusp of men's group 2.0 and feeling very enlivened and inspired. I have been thinking a lot about my role as a man. Who I think I am, but mostly who I believe I was made to be; the disciplined man that has so few models...actually, I am kind.d of thinking Jesus is the only concise model. Now, that was hard for me to write. And I don't mean Jesus in the Catholic dissemination. I have not "practiced" any other religions, but of all eastern, western and Christian that I have read about, I don't believe I am talking about any of the Jesuses they spoke of either. This is a new variety. One, I think, in behavior and perspective, is touched on in metaphysical teachings like Christian science, but I am not sure is fully encapsulated there either.

Now that I have established what it/he is not, what is he then?

More to come...